hmmmzz...still sad.. very sad...i juz cant say why.. i dun reallie noe y...i try not to fret..but..cant help it..haix!

todae got the word power test..not as difficult as i thot..maybe can get 70?? i dunno..

shu fen make us wait for nth!!! she nvr turn up..wad de..ok..blog tmr..
chaoz~!!

[ i t r y n o t -t o fret]

oh ya..n todaE..had to stay back for guides thingy..we only got to do the caps..to tie it and all...haha..so unlucky..haha..i thot we could do the gel thingy...whahahaz..

n tis cher..so idiotic..barge into my buisness..hate him for dat..juz bring sadness all over me again..stupid stupid stupid!! he go check out the global kc and all that!!!!!!!!! wad de..haix...i hate him..hate hate hate hate him..wad de hell man.. my frenship! i will solve the problems myself! and it was already settled b4 he spoke to us already..waste my tyme..haiz..


[i was so uncool bout that idea!]

haix...betrayed...i dunno what to do..juz to forgive and forget ba! sigh..is anyone in here trusted???

to describe frenz..

Friends are God's way of taking care of us.

Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows.

A friend loves at all times...

Many people will walk in
and out of your life,
but only true friends will leave
footprints in your heart.

A friend is like a four leaf clover,
hard to find but lucky to have.

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet
when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

A friend is someone who walks in
when the whole world has walked out.

Parents start you off on life
but friends get you through it

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift,
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

I am a rose, you are my thorns,
clutching to me, protecting me.
I am the sun, you are my rays,
helping me to shine and to be all that I can.
I am a lake, you are my water,
filling me with ideas, dreams, and hopes for the future.
I am a tree, you are my leaves,
sharing who and what I am
and becoming an important part of my life.
I am a heart, you are my beat,
beating rhythmically to my happiness,
my fear, my sadness, my excitement.
I am me and you are with me,
to share all that I am,
to share life, love, and happiness.
Always.

Standing by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.

Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.

Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.

Absorbing your voice
When you talk.
Standing by when you learn to walk.

Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend

Friendship is like the breeze,
You can't hold it,
Smell it,
Taste it,
Or know when it's coming,
But you can always feel it,
And you'll always know it's there,
It may come and then go,
But you can know it'll always be back.

Friends will come and friends will go,
The seasons change and it will show,
I will age and so will you,
But our friendship stays, strong and true

I'd like to be the sort of friend that
you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that
you've been always glad to be;

I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.

I'd like to do the big things and
the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray from out your skies
and leave them only blue;

I'd like to say the kindly things that
I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred.

I'd like to give you back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;

I'd like to make you feel as rich as I,
who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to
lean upon.

I'm wishing at this time that I
could but repay
A portion of the gladness that
you've strewn along my way;

And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.

There's nothing as nice as someone who shares,
your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,
someone who's there through your good times and tears,
who stays by your side as your friend through the years.

You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humerous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.

Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.

You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.

Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.

Love comforteth like sunshine after rain.

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:
that word is love.

There is no remedy for love but to love more.

Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love is friendship set on fire.

Age does not protect you from love
but love to some extent protects you from age.

There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.

Love is a never ending feeling.

Love is like pi - natural, irrational, and very important.

To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.

When you love someone,
all your saved-up wishes start coming out.

Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
and it completes many things,
and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
though pressed, it is not straitened;
though alarmed, it is not confounded...

for my dear fren..

whahaha...long time no blog..dunno why these few daes..dun feel lyk cumin to the computer..i would rather talk on the phone more than anyone else..hahaha...

ystd go peirce my ears..haha...not as pain as i thot..whahhaa...cool ryte?? dunn wheather i look gud at all...sigh..

haiyo..lotsa things happening...dunno why..suddenly lyk dat lor..haha..

today we had prefects games dae..totally retarded...i dunno y..dun ask me..it was lyk for half an hour only...freakz..haha...i dun wanna be a prefect anymore..it just suckz..i dunno why..dun ask me...''

my life is so incomplete..i dunno why..

[ b lu rr e d]

aiyo..todae geog test so hard..gonna fail man..haha..

aiyah..wad de heck man..haha...tmr got oral comm..haha..

haha..juz came back from math remedial..haha..

today so embarrassing..haha..after geog..i went to change then we all rush of to the needlework room..haha..den suddenly something go into my eye..then everything blur!!! haha...i wanted so much to cry..i was scared also..so i juz fell..cuz if not i noe om gonna knock something..so i juz lyk dat fall..haha..so embarrassing..was lyk outside faith 22..haha...alot of ppl saw..haha...but i dun care lah..haha..i Was lyk not even in pain lor..haha..

horray for me man!! haha.. my dad agree to buy me a 7200!! whaahhaa...

anyways...ya..thats wad happened..haha..so scared for math test tml..haha..gtg...msn..
chaoz!!

[ b e li ev e in w h a t ev er u d o]

juz studied for 3 hrs!! so stress up these days lor..lyk i so lan in my studies already!! maN!! anyway..i wont be blogging so frequently already..unless i have time..but tag my board kkz?? i will tag n reply u if im reallie thaT busy to update..haha..wells...im gonna skip mass pe tml..haha,..have to revise for my geog!

these days nth much happen lors..juz dat i feel so OUt?? haha..dunno but oh well!! nvm la..muz ren one sumtimes.. my fren says...let it go n start afresh..but i cant!! they are my reallie reallie gud frenz...haha..i fell that many things are kept away from me..i dun keep things from my gud frenz ryte?? aiyah..wad de..

im failing my math!!!!!!! i got 7/20 ok!!!! haha..so did so many others..haha..my fren had 2 lor!! haha..die man..haha..come on..i need the help

so happy..i one of the five who got a2 for lit..haha..so shiok..haha..got 35/50..wheeeeeeee!!! go go go!!! haha...

hes so cute k!!! i dunno how to describe..i will juz.. look from afar..puh-lease..i dun even noe him..and i dun lyk him..dun get the wrong idea..haha..confused!!!

[ afr aid ]

haha..juz came back..so tired..haha..today was so shiok!!! we only studied 2 periods..haha..all the teachers party too much over the hols i guess..whahahaha..ok..so shocked that so many ppl tAgged!!! wheeeeeeee!! haha..anyway..does anyone noe how to add a photo album?


hmmm... so many things to do!! theres too little tyme to enjoy school!!! no fair!!! *sobz* last yr was great..haha.. ot lyk tis yr..totally sucks.. haiz.. thinkin of the gud ol daes..wha..so fun..heez..anyway..gtg mug now!
chaoz!

[s o b z]

I never know what the future brings

But I know you are here with me now

We'll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand

If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

"~fAtE & aFFiniTy~^" +
"im.glad.that.you.came.into.my.life.^" +
"{*fIrStloVe*} ^"+
"fLy aWay 2 my f a r a w a y D R E A M X....^" +
"u WiLL aLwaEs bE oN mY mInD...^" +
"iN mY heArt...^"+
"iN mY sOuL...^"+
"u WiLL aLwaEs gOnnA bE tHe oNe iN mY lIfE...^" +
"i wUlD wAIt 4 yOu bUt hOW lOng wULd i...jE nE sAiS pAs....^" +
"wHeRe wUld yOU bE wHen i nEEdEd yOU...wUld u bE wIF mE...^" +
"jenesaispas...peut-etre c'est amour...^" +

happy happy happy happy happy...

sum frenz cannot be trusted too much

Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all thing, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstances they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then they're gone beyond our reach and we often wonder why. Only God knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile. Just know that, I'll be walking with you right till the very last end

oh yeah!! haha..my project work face to face meeting!! haha..i thot i wuld c 2 shuai ones..but..haha..nahz...they were fun thou..haha..really nice grp i have! its hard to get one lyk tht these daes..ahah..dun u think?

haha..back home..n free...haha..went swimming for 2 hrs+++ n got so tanned!! man!! i dunno how am i gonna survive..its lyk so obvious..haha..oh yah! so abt ystd picnic..haha..lucky found my shoes..haha.. if i lost it..it would be lyk damn ex..n i would have to face the music!!haha... cuz...it wuld be..a nike shoe bag..a pair of nike shoes and my adidas superstar shoe!!! wad de..haha..

holz are so dreadful!! have to go to school lyk almost everydae..and there is so much hw to do..i havent even borrow that book frm the library..dun even feel lyk doing it!!! chinese sucks biggY!!!!dun u think???

hmmz...i feel that my frenz are keeping something from me..2 of them..its lyk today after prodikey..they juz went off with 3 boys..n juz said "bye kleo" lyk that lor..i mean..i feel left out too right..do they even think about that? wad kinda attitude man...its lyk..maybe they r too self scented?even "he" also agrees that ppls attitude change over time..i remind myself time n time.. not to be too sensitive..haiz..maybe its juz me..too sensitive..wells..if they gonna do that again..i will say them wan lor..how can lyk that one ryte.. well.. what can i say...they were frm co-ed schools..so they r better with boys too..they seem to be mesmerised(whateva ) by them..haiz.." dun be too addicted man" i dunno what to do la...and pls..this guy is not ryte for my fren..really..says "him"..well..if one of u who reads this know who n what happened..keep this a secret ok?i dunno how im gonna keep so many secrets bottled in my heart..i dunno...but i feel betrayed..

[ too bottled up ]
[ b e t r a y e d ]

haha..long time no update!! haha..wells..ystd went to the "picnic"..fun!! haha..we threw each other in n everything..but so unfortunate..rain biggy!! justin nearly lost my shoes..n my shoe bag lor..in sch now..going to start lesson..later update!! chaoZ!!

wonder what they look lyk man! haha..both say spike hair..cool..aha..got hamsterz again!! whoo hoo!!

haha...sports dae suck!!!
rain.rain.go.away...
haiz..
yay!!! bananas in pjs..
haha..we won..but we lose archer for cheer..
want to have a sports dae again!! without rain!
haha..dun wanna talk liaoz..
[meanz lose againz]
chaoz!!

[ rain rain go away ]

haha..juz came back..shit manz.. juz now at the bus stop tis lady lost her child!! man!! its lyk how u lose a 6 yr old innocent boy!!! when she was buying magazine summore..haix..dun get pple these daes..siao de..haha

haha..today in school..not much lor..haha..but then all de boys pc tyme went to the talk..sexuality one..haha..den we were stranded with zhong lao shi...learning chinese..but i din care less..haha..surprisingly..we were let off quite early..haha..5 mins later only..counted discount for her liaoz..haha..

shuckz..tml got chinese test.. cheng yu 41-50.. she said all muz test..wad de heck man..gotta mug tonite.haha..sianx..looks lyk everyone is having test tml..haix.. i dunno whatta do with my life!!

i dunno wheather i wanna go out tml..haha..anyway..yup..gotta mug..
chaoz!!

[ innocent-life-of-mine ]

haha...yesterdaes party was so fun..we were all playing twister and all that..until everyone got so twisted up..8 ppl playing together..including a 7 yr old,4 yr old and 6 yr old...cool ryte! haha..anywayz...den we played netball..in the end go home at 9 plus cuz they got another party to attend..we ate dins at...10 lyk dat lor...den came home all sweaty..wha disgusting..haha..had to bathe so late at nyte..

haha..flag day was superly fun!! haha..chuin sin...lavina and i went to sing post..then to parkway..haha..we finished all 200 stickers..and sum wanted to still donate!! haha.. so generous..haha..ppl donated $2..$5..and $10...shiok ryte..ahaha...i tell u arh..most ppl who donate are boys lor.. and those with children..so if ure going on flag dae..aim for those ppl..haha..chuin sin and i stand on different sides of the overhead bridge..haha..got loadz of ppl there..haaha.. lavina was downstairs..haha..also got so many ppl there..haha..gud for all of us..one small gal..she donated cuz she wanted the sticker..then we no more!! she almost cry then i saw lavina's tin got one more at the bottom so we gave her that one..haha..luck she nvr cry le..haha..

my dad came back ystd nyte...and he was supposed to cum back todae one lor..haiyo...wondering why he cum back manz..haha...hmm...today not going out or anything..so siann..haha...

7200 is cuming out-end of march..my sister gets one cuz she got lyk 87.5 for her chinese..damn it man! p6 leh..i think she can go tkgs lorh..thts wad she wants..her third choice will be gm!!*shuckz*..i dun want her to cum to tis school lor..haha..

recently have been getting loadz of junkmail from hotmail..dunno wad they doing.. send this n there..who gets them? only me? maybe cuz my email so long time le..so anyhow..crap! feel lyk changing email but very sian..cuz have to add my whole list again.. haiyo..my email is lyk.. 5 yrs old..haha...so all my frenz within this yrs.. have to add again!! haha..better not..


hmm...oh ya! yesterdae eileen came to my house to swim..haha..fun..we put lyk loadz of tanning oil..haha..but unfortunately..it only worked on her!! not me...so suay..haha..den she went home without her clothes..( wet one lah..wad u think)..haha.. funny gal...

i think i blog later..its still so early in the morning yahz?
chaoz!!

[ e-a-r-l-y-i-n-t-h-e-m-o-r-n-i-n-g ]

haha..juz came back frm plaza singapura.. the spotlight there!!! so nice...got lyk EVERYTHING..haha..de renovated singapura is nicer..haha..i walk 3 hrs only 1 level!! haha...surprised?? thts my way of shopping..haha...wanna go on mondae...someone pei wo!! hahaa..so fun lor..!

so saddenning..my cousins parents quarrelled againz..haiya! hope everythins alrite man..juz dump everythin there..lyk tht...sad case..den my cousin ask me: do u think my parents will go seperate ways? ..wad kind of statement lor..pri 1 only!! still so innocent..so naive..haix..sad for her man...

wanna change my template fast..actually arh..i find tis one not bad liao lor...right??haha...

juz now afta cum back..went to granny's hse to do jigsaw..haha..my cousins...yup..hmm..i did lyk 3/4s le..so its damn easy for her already! i found out tht my uncle did a 5145 pcs JIGSAW..of jesus dying on the cross..its amazingly huge lor..so cool ryte..

LAVINA: I SAW THE PUZZLE U WANTED..$55.90 OR SOMETHING..HAHA..WANNA BUY? DEN DO DURING HOLS..ITS DAMN NICE..THE WINNIE THE POOH..GLOCE..GLOWING THAT ONE..ALSO 1000 PEICES..

tmr gg flag dae...!!! whee!!! until 2 pm..i think we go orchard lor..haah...so happening there..frenz..muz give me surpport lah! haha..hmmm.. maybe eileen wanna cum my hse swim..haha...haix..so tired.. i go slp le!ZzZz..
chaoZ!!

[ FLaG#dae ]

juz came back frm parkway..went to do hair..haiya siann!!!!!! haiya..got walked of by sumone..but oh well..i dun give a damn! stupid 2004! hate u! [ wish to turn back back tyme to 2003..where everything seemed perfect.. ]..

nothing much happened todae..stupid zhong lau shi..talk about her china history..sucks! dunno y..but i feel so *down* in my class...lyk at the bottom..unwanted..whatever word to describe it!

haha..anyway..he's so cute!! haha..cant resist..haha...reallie...dun ask who..haha...anyway..gotta go..going to marina square..whee!
chaoz!!'

[ bad^hair^day ]

no.time.to.blog.todae..kanna.scolded.by.d'souza...haha...siao..

tht gurl lying down in the toilet was so poor thing..really..

juz finish scribbling off my compo..2 compos in 2 daYS? too many man!! ahaha..sum-more muz use idioms and all that!..hiyo..dunno what tis teacher wants man..

today..school was okay...we got to bully the oral com teacher againz..she lyk wanted to cry i guess.. we took lyk 30 mins to form our grps..cuz we kept on changing place until we were satisfied with it..haha..

reaLLy no time to relate anything bout today..haha..gtg mug for he test tml..haha..
chaoz!!

[in.desperate.need.of.TIME]

wishlist*-march

- 7200

- sims 2

haha..juz came back home...arh shucks..today got so much hw!! lucky i left the entry..stupid mr chin..muz use 3 idioms and 5 words frm phrase bk! de worse thing is tht he dun allow us to pick the title we wan lor..muz write on unpleasant incident..haiyo..

haha..today so rubbish man..we got this stupid talk lor..abt bgr..haix...talking bout kiss here n there..they r not educating us!! they r lyk..inducing it in us lor..so sick..full of crap..

and lynn wanted all the gals to pon sch tml...then she back out..hahah...man!! tt will be lyk so cool..haha..

mr kee is one big freako lor..so biased aginst boys..haha..so gay!!

hmm..ok..blog later..'
chaoz!!

[ full*of*crap ]
[ i b e l i e v e i n y o u ]

todae very very wierd..i guess all things have cleared up lor..haha..

ermz..had a chat with nette and chuin sin..yupz..haha..n we played with a cutey hamster..haha..

nth to blog abt already..
chaoz!!

[ wondering-soul ] [ eternity ]